This blog still gets lots of views daily. I don’t know if all the readers of this blog are mentioned somewhere in it or if I actually have other outsiders reading. But this is for them if they are out there. This is also for anyone still reading, who came over from MM7’s blog or LISK.com but are not mentioned anywhere in this blog. I hope there is a few at least. So again, this is for you, the reader who is not involved.
Depending on how long you have been reading or how much you have read, you may have seen me write early on that because of all the e-mails, phone calls, etc. done behind the scenes it was impossible for someone just reading to tell what was really going on. With everyone conspiring in secret, what was coming out in public form could not be trusted. Even when I first started blogging about it I did not want to get caught up in that because I knew it was a twisted scene.
So at first, like you, I read what was written in public and that was what I had to go by. Even in my blog, if someone wanted to correct me or explain something, it was done in public form in the comments. I eventualy decided to send a few emails as I have talked about before, but I still stayed away from that web I knew was out there. But again, behind the scenes things were happening.
After LISK.com was down, while both my blog and MM7’s blog were both up a falling out was happening. In public we all read about MM7 distancing herself from Flukeyou, but what none of us knew was MM7 and Jen were the ones about to break up. It is a little funny now, that it is this falling out that would lead to me getting wrapped up in the behind the scenes stuff which would then lead me to know about this falling out. See? Twisted.
MM7 and Jen were working together, in fact they both tell me that Jen introduced Joey (Flukeyou) to Cristin (MM7). I think MM7 believes Jen was trying to set her up the whole time and expose her to Mari. This brings someone named Susie into the story. I have no idea who Susie is (and that doesn’t mean I need anyone to tell me who she is, I know who YOU all say she is, I just mean I have never seen her comment nor have I had any contact with her) From what I gather MM7 thought this Susie was saying MM7 was writing a book but now believes it was Jen who did this. Whether Jen and Cristin’s fall out was because Jen no longer wanted to work with Cristin or that Jen had all along been pretending to work with her to prove she was lying about her motives, the outcome is the same. Jen starts sending me emails to discredit Cristin. At first I didn’t think much about it, others had already told me MM7 was ither mislead or straight up deceitful. But the more e-mails the more I could see, that Jen and Cristin were playing the kind of games I had been saying all along was going on. And Cristin always hated that I called what I saw going on in her blog and LISK.com a game. And here was the tip of the abyss right here, but I knew that because of all of the behind the scenes emails, phone calls, IM’s and Skypes it was now a huge mess and I did not want to sort it out.
So I sent a message to Mari, to tell her about how I thought people were playing games on the internet with info from her court case and google sleuthing. I told her I felt I needed to let her know because these people led me to believe they had contact with her, those being Cristin, Jen, and Dorothy. I did not say anything really negative about them, just that she/Mari should look into what they were saying about each other if she wasn’t already. I don’t know how my message was received, I’m not real good at messages, no spell checks kill me, plus I really did not want to bother her so I’m not sure I came across right. Also these three have actual contact with her, and I have no idea what they might say about me.
We all know the outcome from there, Mari commented on my blog and I got a lot more e-mails from Jen, Dorothy, and Cristin. I mean lots and most of them quite lengthy. Some of them filling in all the behind the scene gaps. Bam! I was now stuck in this web of e-mails. And all though there is quite a bit of honesty in these e-mails, everyone tells it as if they are the victim. You can’t all be victims… in fact even with all three of them sending me their side of things I still feel as I stated long before I had this good of grasp on what was going on here, and that’s none of you are victims, not really. Mari and her search for truth are the victims here. Yep still don’t see it any differently then I did before all of these e-mails from people who somehow think they are victims in this, something all three of them put them selves into.
I don’t know if this helps clear anything up for the other outsiders out there, but I have a few more messages for those more involved here and there will probably be comments below with another perspective, so keep reading… good insights still to come.
May 29, 2013 @ 19:03:43
I am an outsider. I started reading CTLISK facebook page (or whatever the name was) before it shut down. I started to get interested in all the side BS that was going on which led me to MM7’s blog. Most of the behind the scenes stuff is really confusing. To me it seems like MM7 is making up so much of the crap she says. It really is unbelievable. But then I wonder why someone would go through so much, and dedicate so much time for lies. Idk makes you wonder.
May 29, 2013 @ 19:13:08
http://tinypic.com/r/30w18bo/5
Just replace the name Susie with Jennifer. It was my opinion then as it is now—ANYONE lying to Mari DISGUSTS me. My ONLY motivation in continuing with this case is for the TRUTH.
I said it to you in private and I’ll say it again publicly—I don’t consider this a “game”. There is a back story that you leave out. I did a very real Freedom of Information request (FOIL) with the Suffolk Co PD. It was denied and I appealed to the Suffolk Co Attorney’s Office. I used my real name and my real address and shared a copy of the letter I received on WS (with my info blacked out) on Nov. 23, 2012. Before I ever read or wrote on LISK.com, I stated I would take my request to the Supreme Court of Appeals, if that is what it took, to get the TRUTH for MARI. Not for MYSELF. FOR MARI. Had I received the records I requested, I would have immediately given it to Mari and John Ray, and kept my knowledge PRIVATE. It would not be up to ME to disseminate any info to anyone because it was never about ME. It was about TRUTH.
The same day I shared the letter from the County Attorney, ps149 joined WS, and began to harass me and say how I bashed Suffolk County officials—something I had never done. He then took it upon himself to clarify “rumors about CPH”. Anything written as speculation of Hackett was shot down and the “truth” was given from ps149. He seemed to have intimate knowledge of Hackett’s entire life and made it clear over and over and over.
It was my belief that ps149 was Hackett based on ALL the comments on WS from ps149. He then followed me to lisk.com and made MORE statements that convinced me further that ps149 was Hackett. My being swayed from that belief is because SOMEHOW what I said on the phone was being twisted and spilled online. I knew fluke wasn’t talking to Hackett, so I believed for a couple weeks that ps149 must be someone other than Hackett. It wasn’t until the text messages myself, sister and mother received with phrases used in a phone conversation in December that NOBODY, but someone listening in on the call, would have known that I was then of the belief that my phone was somehow tapped.
The reason I continued speaking on his case is because 1. I believe Hackett is a serial killer, 2. I believe Hackett is ps149 and 3. I believe Hackett to be my cyberstalker. If all the above is true, he needs to be held accountable and he’s left a trail of evidence and I will show the TRUTH.
I continue to talk about it because if I stay quiet, I become a less risky target for him and I’m not going to be one of his victims. I will not stop speaking the truth. I will not stop seeking justice for the victims he’s silenced. He and all these “others” can try all they want, it falls on deaf ears.
There has been a campaign to discredit me long before I read/wrote on lisk.com or on my blog. Why? My guess is that I know something the “others” want me to stay quiet about. I refuse, so they continue.
May 29, 2013 @ 19:26:34
Forgot to finish my thought on my issue with the use of the word “game” describing this…
There are REAL people who were murdered and they have REAL families with REAL emotions and a very REAL serial killer is still REALLY out there free to murder another REAL person(s). I take this REALLY seriously. A sociopath sees his/her victims as OBJECTS… much like a trophy to be won in a “game”. A sociopath would find this online exchange like a “game”.
I am a REAL person and have a REAL family and have REALLY been threatened, both online and off. The sociopath sees “mysterymom7” and “MM7” as an OBJECT. In his mind, I am his plaything and his goal is to manipulate and control. In his twisted mind, this is a “game”. This is HIS “game”, not MINE.
So, yes, I get offended when you try to portray ME as “playing games”. Because while this particular sociopath would love you and everyone else to believe that is what *I* am doing, I don’t take HUMAN LIVES as trophies.
May 29, 2013 @ 19:46:24
This right here is a game. I did not start posting things out of the blue about an open murder case. But there were lots of you who did. You made your own blog making you the newest victim of this serial killer who you said was stalking you. You played a game just as much as the others. I’m not trying to discredit anyone, the 3 of you have done that to yourself as far as I’m conceren. No games? Then explain to me again about Fieldnotes. Your blog is gone, LISK.com is gone, but I’m sure many remember your interview with Fieldnotes. That’s when a lot of this hit the fan, only again, those of us on the outside did not know what was going on. So explain beter so we can understand. I know the conversation never took place. So do you and Jen. Who eles? A lot of information about JJ was also put out there. Why was this again? I still don’t understand how that wasn’t lying or game playing. Because all this was out there for any one to read under very false pretense.
May 30, 2013 @ 06:53:38
i have said it before. mm7 is either playing or being played or just evil.she says she is not playing. still claims joey isn’t playing her. well now what does that leave?
May 30, 2013 @ 07:50:49
The people who needed to know the truth (the victims’ families) did. I explained what the purpose was to them and that is all that matters. I explained to you privately and did to Jennifer and JS after it was done. Jennifer was only pissed because ps149 posted a link to FB posts of hers. I had my number written. I took a risk and I got the answers I was looking for. I already had received the letter from the US Attorney by that time.
May 30, 2013 @ 09:00:32
just recently you explained to me about the fieldnotes interview, but like most people I was left to try to decide the truth, because others were saying you lied about the whole thing and you were droping a bombshell with the whole party list. As a parent you must know the story of the boy who cried wolf. I try to teach my kids to always be honest, because it only takes one lie for someone not to trust your word.
May 30, 2013 @ 09:03:45
also if you are saying that the victims families were ok with you posting lies on your blog about this case IE fieldnotes giving you a list of people at JB’s house the night of Shanan’s disapearance. I find that hard to believe, so I’m sorry but from now on, you, Jen, and Dorothy need to more then just your word to make me believe.
May 30, 2013 @ 08:47:11
So right there is an admission to lying and posting false and damaging info to the public..just one more lie..so what info is believable? and yes, i KNOW what the answer is …JMO
May 29, 2013 @ 20:06:54
No call ever made you say? really
May 29, 2013 @ 20:46:30
From what I understand Cristin never spoke with Fieldnotes
May 30, 2013 @ 04:40:31
Poor Mari.
May 30, 2013 @ 21:33:48
yes. poor mari.
May 30, 2013 @ 05:13:34
The mockery that this tragedy turned into…..
Arm chair sleuthing, for what it’s worth, was one thing. If nothing else it kept people aware. But LISK and MM7 became a vehicle for self important opportunists; with all sorts of (bogus) inside information the rest of us mere followers weren’t privy to. It was a spectacle at the expense of a real tragedy and ongoing investigation. Lowest of all, in my opinion, was (at least one person) taking advantage of a woman at the most vulnerable, painful and confusing time of her life…
If any else is a victim it’s because they VOLUNTEERED to be victim.
May 30, 2013 @ 05:16:28
As always please excuse the typos-
and if the shoe don’t fit don’t wear it.
May 30, 2013 @ 14:39:00
Bottom line, the interview that never REALLY took place, naming names (that included some offered by DPH) that may or may not be guilty of possibly or possibly not attending a supposed “party” at someone not to be named by me, was FALSIFIED to cause a falling out as per MM7’s virtual pen as you can see from her actual words as follows:
My plan is to list names of people I’m suspicious of as Jim Jones’ list of people in attendance at Brewer’s on May 1. They may/may not have been there, but the fallout between M****** D******** and the people I will name will be HUGE if I do it right.
I replaced the letters of the person named by MM7 with asteriks so as not to slander the person MM7 slandered.
May 30, 2013 @ 15:48:33
Again my point is the point… games played, nuff said. I may be the only one here who knows how to be honest, there may be a few others as well, but most of you trapped in your own fantasies and when you get called out you point a finger. None of you are victims, no one is afraid of your false accusations, and no one is being stalked or silenced. I am 98.8 % of this.
May 30, 2013 @ 17:13:21
I added the websleuths screen shots on the mysterymom7 FB page. That might give you more perspective, zero. If not, well, don’t know what to tell ya… I know exactly what I have done and what has been done to me and by whom.
May 30, 2013 @ 21:59:24
Fluke says he knows EXACTLY who was at the party, many times. Wonder how he knew that
May 30, 2013 @ 21:47:13
Yeah, who cares who’s innocent reputation you destroy, cast unjust suspicion upon, or put in harms way..just as long as you stir some shit..no biggie..Just peoples lives after all..